Chapter I don’t even know- Clusterfuck- Tuesday 17th July 2018 8.03pm

I woke up the other morning, feeling light headed, wide eyed and a sense of relief rushing through my body; almost like getting off a rollercoaster or after having an intense orgasm. There was just this high intense clarity and the word CLUSTERFUCK was repeating itself over and over.

I knew what my problem was.

What was stopping me from living a peaceful existence?

There is so much information circulating through my head at all times. When trying to decipher these thoughts all I can hear is white noise.

There’s just too much.

To many thoughts to rummage through to get the answers.

My mind is melting and all I can do is sit and feel every last drop falling and creating a deep and heavy puddle. I have to get rid of the white noise. But how?

 

 

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